[Video] When some doors close
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From: Kairi
Date: March 2
[ Kairi sits in the shade of a tree with the Soulless Shinki temple behind her. ]
I've given it a lot of thought... and I want to ask if there are any gods out there that don't have any shinki right now.
[ She takes another deep breath. ]
I can't talk about it too much right now, but after losing my goddess, the first person I would have gone to... he's gone as well. I spent a long time weighing my options the last time this happened - maybe too long. I want to try to be decisive this time.
The first few months I was here, I hardly had a day I wasn't busy helping my god with his prayers or training with the other shinki at my temple. I miss that activity and those bonds, but I miss the impact I made in the lives of people on the Near Shore more. I'm a shinki so I can't do that as well on my own as with a god who will see me as a partner.
If there's a god who thinks that we could work well together, I'd be happy to talk with you some more.
Date: March 2
[ Kairi sits in the shade of a tree with the Soulless Shinki temple behind her. ]
I've given it a lot of thought... and I want to ask if there are any gods out there that don't have any shinki right now.
[ She takes another deep breath. ]
I can't talk about it too much right now, but after losing my goddess, the first person I would have gone to... he's gone as well. I spent a long time weighing my options the last time this happened - maybe too long. I want to try to be decisive this time.
The first few months I was here, I hardly had a day I wasn't busy helping my god with his prayers or training with the other shinki at my temple. I miss that activity and those bonds, but I miss the impact I made in the lives of people on the Near Shore more. I'm a shinki so I can't do that as well on my own as with a god who will see me as a partner.
If there's a god who thinks that we could work well together, I'd be happy to talk with you some more.