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thefarshore2017-05-07 01:45 pm
onerous) wrote in thefarshore2017-05-07 01:45 pm
BBS | Video
Posted: 13 July. Evening
From: Ixtab
[Yuri almost never shows her face on the network, literally or in text. She prefers to lurk and read, but she knows this is the fastest and most effective way to reach a lot of people.]
Has anyone-- [She begins, and then stops, gaze lowering a moment. It's a question she shouldn't have to ask. She knows he's gone, can feel it, but maybe he's not gone entirely. Maybe they just moved him to a new god, again. Maybe there's still hope.
So she takes a breath, sighs, and tries again.] Has anyone seen Hakkai? His phone's disconnected. And... I can't feel him anymore... But I thought, maybe, he'd just gone to another god, or... [She makes a helpless gesture and shrugs, shaking her head. 'I don't know,' she seems to be saying.]
If not then I'm afraid he's probably-- Gone. Entirely. [And damn if that doesn't absolutely gut her to say. She's always been good at masking her emotions, but she closes her eyes here and takes a breath, giving herself away entirely to just how badly it effects her.]
...Thanks.
From: Ixtab
[Yuri almost never shows her face on the network, literally or in text. She prefers to lurk and read, but she knows this is the fastest and most effective way to reach a lot of people.]
Has anyone-- [She begins, and then stops, gaze lowering a moment. It's a question she shouldn't have to ask. She knows he's gone, can feel it, but maybe he's not gone entirely. Maybe they just moved him to a new god, again. Maybe there's still hope.
So she takes a breath, sighs, and tries again.] Has anyone seen Hakkai? His phone's disconnected. And... I can't feel him anymore... But I thought, maybe, he'd just gone to another god, or... [She makes a helpless gesture and shrugs, shaking her head. 'I don't know,' she seems to be saying.]
If not then I'm afraid he's probably-- Gone. Entirely. [And damn if that doesn't absolutely gut her to say. She's always been good at masking her emotions, but she closes her eyes here and takes a breath, giving herself away entirely to just how badly it effects her.]
...Thanks.
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Yuri shakes her head] Neji's fine. [Probably secretly smugly pleased that Hakkai's gone.
But her thinking is along the same lines as Kairi's though] I still have him, at least... I don't know what I'd do if something happened to him.
[As an after-thought she adds:] Don't thin your hard work went to waste, though. You and the others saved Hakkai and you saved me.
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I definitely don't regret helping you both out. [She's quite firm about that.]
Neji and I met that day so as long as you have someone as dedicated as that around, I'm... happy sounds bad, but a little relieved I guess.
I want to believe Yukine when it comes to the Heavens. He'd know, I'd think - him or Mr. Kazuma. Do you know him at all?
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She looks thoughtful a moment, then shakes her head.] I don't think so. I know of him, I think- He's Bishamon's exemplar, right? But I don't think I've ever properly met him. [She shakes her head]
I want to believe them too, but when you're on the inside anyhow, it's hard to see the flaws and red flags for what they are, you know? At the same time it's hard to get anything done if you can't trust anyone. It's a difficult sort of situation.
But Hakkai had his problems with the Heavens, so it's hard to not look to them for blame.
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That's right, that's who Mr. Kazuma is.
But... I remember what we heard during his Ablution, so I can't exactly dismiss your fears looking to them for blame. I can only hope that turns out to not be the case anyway. This isn't the kind of judgement I'd expect, after a shinki goes through something as... impactful as an Ablution.
Anyway, I just wanted you to know that if you need to talk about something, I know both of them - Yukine and Mr. Kazuma.