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[ephydriade]

When: June 8
From: Anonymous

a question for shinki... and gods too, i guess. i dont know if this has been asked already... i rarely look at this thing so i wouldnt know. but im curious: what makes your god trustworthy? is it how they present themselves, or what they do as an individual? what made you realize that being their shinki wasn't an issue, even if you had no choice in the matter?


if youre a god reading this... how would you go about earning a shinkis trust?

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anon right back

[kokuyoyo]

It was never an issue for me from the start. I think I was always meant to be a shinki serving a god, and I was always meant for my god in particular.

But that doesn't answer the first question I guess.

When I awoke, I didn't know anything. I had no purpose or anything to return to. My god was the one to find me. It was from him that I received a purpose, a life, somewhere to go. He's the one who told me what I am. Without him, I would still be lost and useless. If I don't remember anything from my life as a human, that's fine, but to have nothing at all in any way is more horrifying than words can describe.

Not only that, but he trusts me.

He has no reason to and I would have accepted if he did not with ease, but he does anyway.

That feels like something precious.

[ephydriade]

"meant for your god?" like destiny? ... is that even real?

so you trust your god because he gave you a reason to go on... and because he gave you his trust right away... [ in a way that's similar to his situation with Makoto... ] how long have you been with your god?

[ something precious... ] ... you sound pretty fond of him.

[kokuyoyo]

Who knows.

I've only been with him for a short while, so I guess it would be easy to say that I don't know what I'm talking about. But this is what I feel. I'm certain of my own emotions.

He's the most important person in my life.