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[reformedsinner]

Posted: 28 May
From: Anonymous

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I have a question for the shinki among us.

How important to you is your connection to your god?

If you could go without a name, and not worry about your safety or a place to stay, would you prefer to?


[All comments from Hakkai will be anonymous unless otherwise marked.]

Comments

[reformedsinner]

It's all about guilt. And, at least for me, to think "This is my fault, I should have done something else"... that's close enough.

How is your situation complicated? Are you a shinki?

[forsakens]

I suppose I don't feel guilt for the things I do, given that they are justified to me.

I am a Shinki. I'd rather not disclose for the time being.

[reformedsinner]

I won't insist. I was only curious.

If you feel that everything you do is justified, you are a better shinki than I am.

[forsakens]

I appreciate the understanding.

I am certain I'm not much better than you at this. I haven't been here long. Isn't it natural to feel strongly about your opinions and your objectives? Feeling guilt over such things is like second guessing the choices you made.

I am not a good person nor do I make the effort to be. I simply do what is necessary for my own survival.

[reformedsinner]

Second guessing my own choices is natural to me. I've been working on changing the habit, but in the meantime, I envy your certainty.

[forsakens]

Everyone has their own way of managing their choices, I suppose. I don't expect you to be like me in that regard.

I am certain you will make it happen if you put your mind to it. There is no need to be envious of my certainty. As I said, it's merely something I do to ensure my own safety.

[reformedsinner]

Of course. In any case, thank you for your help.

[forsakens]

You're quite welcome.

Please do take care.