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[reformedsinner]

Posted: 28 May
From: Anonymous

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I have a question for the shinki among us.

How important to you is your connection to your god?

If you could go without a name, and not worry about your safety or a place to stay, would you prefer to?


[All comments from Hakkai will be anonymous unless otherwise marked.]

Comments

[reformedsinner]

I'm a shinki, but I've gotten along well with my gods so far.

However, I'm trying to help someone else make a decision. I thought it might help to hear some different perspectives.

[darkduelist]

In that case I can tell you that I didn't get along with my first god. We had a different view on many things or maybe we were just too stubborn to understand one another. In any case, when we first met we already knew we wouldn't get along and he even suggested I should find a different god.

But I didn't leave. I wanted to believe that we can find a way to work together. Though it was only one of the reasons. But I don't regret that I didn't leave. I'm glad I stayed with him to the very end.

[reformedsinner]

Did you grow to like him in the end? Or would you have simply regretted abandoning him?

[darkduelist]

Well something... happened and then, when we talked things through I realized that I probably misjudged him. That was when I thought that we would finally get along.

But then he was gone and never returned.

[reformedsinner]

I see.

I apologize for prying.

[darkduelist]

There's no need to apologize. If I didn't want to answer, I wouldn't.

[reformedsinner]

Of course.

Still, thinking of lost gods can be painful.

[darkduelist]

Thinking about every person who left can be painful. But we have to hope that they're safe and that we will see them again. That's all we can do.

[reformedsinner]

I'm sorry to say it, but I don't think they're safe at all.

[darkduelist]

You don't? Why?

[reformedsinner]

I saw the soul of someone who had disappeared in one of those corpses at the festival.

[darkduelist]

Really?!

But when... one of my friends came back he was okay.

[reformedsinner]

I've heard of others coming back.

It's possible that different things happen to different people.

[darkduelist]

Now I'm worried. If there only was a way we could find out what is happening with those who left...

[reformedsinner]

I'd like to, too. Maybe if we can find out what's keeping us here, it will help us understand where the missing have gone.

[darkduelist]

Maybe. We have to try.

[reformedsinner]

Yes.

I hope that more of them are safe than aren't.