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[tadanokusuriuri]

Posted: May 14
From: Anonymous


It seems that I require advice.

Recently, I was... unable to control my emotions in my god's presence. He said something that aroused a suspicion in me, though without the truth of my memory, I cannot easily explain why. The way that he reacted to what he felt from me... now leads me to question what I assumed in that moment.

I have not been able to learn if he was blighted at all, but I suspect he may have been. It seems unlikely that he didn't cry.

I understand that damage of this sort is a risk to god and shinki when we are called on to fight together. What I ask of you, then, is this:

How am I to amend it?


[[OOC: TRIGGER WARNING, especially if your character digs at what made him suspicious and uncomfortable, for potential discussion of sexual and domestic abuse! He doesn't remember any of the abuse survivors he encountered through his work in life on a conscious level, of course, but what made him get all upset was basically misunderstanding a situation as potentially sexual and then hearing "not taking no for answer." If you'd like to reply to this post but would rather avoid some aspect of that, please let me know either in an OOC comment or on my Plurk (cognitiveleague) what I should avoid bringing up, and I'll be happy to work with you!]]

Comments

/blushes!

[returnedfromtheline]

[/huff huff
... okay. Trying to not pick a fight on the bbs. He remembers how that went for him last time.]

Sure, gods can feel things, but it’s not like mind reading.
Try talking with them, [you clearly can run your mouth.] so you know for sure what they want.

lmao mind reading

[volksdaemon]

We did talk. This came from their mouth. So as a matter of fact, I do know that's why they want.

It's true! (but ooc-ly thought you'd like that :3)

[returnedfromtheline]

[This from the guy who started this conversation admitting that he's not honest.
Yukine doesn't believe him.]

Sure.

And you have no interest in encouraging them to greater ability?

of course I did, I laughed long & hard

[volksdaemon]

[Schuldig really does love trapping people in moral dilemmas when he's being 100% honest. He read her mind, they chatted, and she just wanted to be a useful tool.]

Some people need a firmer hand than others to reach that greater ability if they have no willpower to reach it for their own gains.
One such person is my shinki.

good :3

[returnedfromtheline]

[Yukine looks at that statement through the lens of his own experience and--
... You suck, Anon.
For once, Yukine is kind of hoping that this guy's shinki is one of those oddly listless ones. Otherwise, it's kind of depressing to think about.]

Sure.

[He hates giving guys like this the last word, but he's got nothing else to say.]

\o/

[volksdaemon]

[Never one to leave well enough alone, Schuldig is going to gloat of course.]

Glad you see things my way.

[returnedfromtheline]

[Irk-Irk-IrkIrkIrkIrkIrkIrkIrkIrkIrkIrkIrkIrk
Too bad sarcasm doesn't come across in text.]

I don't, actually. But I'm also not into wasting time arguing with a guy who obviously won't change his mind about anything.

[volksdaemon]

Don't you think it's a bit late to make a claim like that? You've been arguing with me for a bit already, you know.

[returnedfromtheline]

And you’re good at keeping the argument going.
I understand. You just want to get the last word. That’s okay. I can let you have it.

[volksdaemon]

I like arguing less than I like being right.

[Which... only ever happens from arguing when it comes to him.]

So very kind of you, anyway.