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thefarshore2016-11-11 12:14 pm
tadanokusuriuri) wrote in thefarshore2016-11-11 12:14 pm
HEAVEN'S BBS | TEXT
Posted: May 14
From: Anonymous
It seems that I require advice.
Recently, I was... unable to control my emotions in my god's presence. He said something that aroused a suspicion in me, though without the truth of my memory, I cannot easily explain why. The way that he reacted to what he felt from me... now leads me to question what I assumed in that moment.
I have not been able to learn if he was blighted at all, but I suspect he may have been. It seems unlikely that he didn't cry.
I understand that damage of this sort is a risk to god and shinki when we are called on to fight together. What I ask of you, then, is this:
How am I to amend it?
[[OOC: TRIGGER WARNING, especially if your character digs at what made him suspicious and uncomfortable, for potential discussion of sexual and domestic abuse! He doesn't remember any of the abuse survivors he encountered through his work in life on a conscious level, of course, but what made him get all upset was basically misunderstanding a situation as potentially sexual and then hearing "not taking no for answer." If you'd like to reply to this post but would rather avoid some aspect of that, please let me know either in an OOC comment or on my Plurk (![[plurk.com profile]](https://plurk.com/favicon.ico)
cognitiveleague) what I should avoid bringing up, and I'll be happy to work with you!]]
From: Anonymous
It seems that I require advice.
Recently, I was... unable to control my emotions in my god's presence. He said something that aroused a suspicion in me, though without the truth of my memory, I cannot easily explain why. The way that he reacted to what he felt from me... now leads me to question what I assumed in that moment.
I have not been able to learn if he was blighted at all, but I suspect he may have been. It seems unlikely that he didn't cry.
I understand that damage of this sort is a risk to god and shinki when we are called on to fight together. What I ask of you, then, is this:
How am I to amend it?
[[OOC: TRIGGER WARNING, especially if your character digs at what made him suspicious and uncomfortable, for potential discussion of sexual and domestic abuse! He doesn't remember any of the abuse survivors he encountered through his work in life on a conscious level, of course, but what made him get all upset was basically misunderstanding a situation as potentially sexual and then hearing "not taking no for answer." If you'd like to reply to this post but would rather avoid some aspect of that, please let me know either in an OOC comment or on my Plurk (
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And if "self" is simply... another worldly illusion to cling to?
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Besides, regardless of your philosophical position, knowing yourself is how you predict those emotional responses before anyone happens to be stung.
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Anomalous.
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Consider it a lesson in the value of knowing yourself, that's all.
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