it's like a quarter life crisis

[razzledazzles]

Posted: 24 April 2016
From: Jae-Ha

Why are so many of you so young? I'm not the only one at a more mature age, am I? Is anyone over 20? I'm getting wrinkles just thinking about this.

[He's just 25 but if he has one more person tell him they're too young to drink when he thought they were older... his heart can't take it.]

Comments

[blindfoldcode]

16 I think, but I can't be sure.

[razzledazzles]

[Ugh, the same as Yona. That's too young...!! That's sad.]

If you have a feeling about it, it's probably true. The rest of us shinki seem to have the same feeling.

[blindfoldcode]

[Could be worse. She died as a five year old the first time.]

It's a weird thing to have an instinct about. I mean... not like it matters anymore. We won't age.

[razzledazzles]

But if you think about it, it's at the core of our identity. It's one of the few things we're allowed to keep.

[blindfoldcode]

Yeah, great. My name is Tsubomi Kido, I'm sixteen years old and dead.

They could've at least let us keep something useful.

[razzledazzles]

You still have your interests, don't you? Your feelings, without explanation.

[blindfoldcode]

Yeah and I also have dealing with feeling like shit all the time for no reason, too.

[razzledazzles]

Is there anyone to keep you company in times like those? You shouldn't feel bad to ask.

[blindfoldcode]

My god does. But it would've been nice to remember what helps that stop.

[razzledazzles]

As upsetting as it may be, that journey to find what stops it is part of finding yourself now. Pay close attention to it.