Heaven's BBS

[very_goodman]

Posted: 22 April 2016
From: Barry Goodman

So, uh... having more than one god. How's that all work? Do they get joint custody, and the shinki just lives at each god's temple for a week at a time or something?

'Cause that mighta happened.

Comments

[very_goodman]

She's fine with it. We talked about it after. It's not like I'm tryin' to keep secrets or play favorites or anything here.

[spes_phthisica]

and what if your two gods are ever at odds with one another
what if the other god does something that you feel is wrong
and you end up blighting your first god

[very_goodman]

That's a lot of what if's. I don't like to think that way. You gotta have more faith in people than that.

[spes_phthisica]

even if it could seriously compromise the safety of the god you were assigned to

[very_goodman]

I won't let that happen. I'm not gonna use this as an excuse to slack off.

[spes_phthisica]

but you have no control over that new name on your body
if the new god turns out to be someone you shouldnt have trusted
you cant make it go away

[very_goodman]

I'll deal with that when the time comes. I don't regret helping people who needed it.

[spes_phthisica]

i understand wanting to help someone
but when the price for doing so is this steep
how can you just put it out of your mind

[very_goodman]

I dunno. I guess I'm just an 'act now, think later' kind of a guy.

[spes_phthisica]

every time you act in such a way you will take a risk
would you do it again with a new god
and a new god after that
every time you do you would risk someone having a claim on you who might hurt the people you care about

[very_goodman]

It's a risk, sure, but risks can turn out to be worth it. They ain't always bad.

[spes_phthisica]

im just saying you have no way of knowing if it is
and with the safety of someone youre meant to protect in the balance
they should not be taken lightly

you care about the god you were given to dont you

[very_goodman]

Look, I get what you're sayin'. It's not like I'm gonna just run out and make a hundred contracts with other gods just 'cause I can.

And of course I care about her. She's a good kid. I'll be careful, ok?

[spes_phthisica]

im sorry
i dont mean to be so very emotional about it

i suppose its just
it seems somehow as if other shinki do not feel quite the same way as i do about my god and
i guess i just dont understand it
at all

[very_goodman]

Well, everybody's different. It'd be boring if everyone thought about stuff the same way.

[spes_phthisica]

i know
its not entirely fair to get so upset over it but
i would rather die than do that so it feels scary and wrong

other people need to make their own decisions though
and i am sorry if i came off as interfering

[very_goodman]

Hey, no problem. I know you were just tryin' to help. There's no shame in having strong feelings about something.

[spes_phthisica]

[He's pretty sure it's not entirely right to feel outright repulsed by someone else's decision, and like they're inherently untrustworthy because of it, but manages to clamp down on it.]

its pretty weird to me that not everyone has these feeligs

if i may ask
what did you feel like the first time you saw your god
i mean the first one

[very_goodman]

We were busy chasin' dust bunnies out of the shrine, so I didn't have much time to think about it, really. But she seemed like a nice kid.

[spes_phthisica]

thats
thats all?

[very_goodman]

...Pretty much, yeah.

I'm so sorry about this obsessed loser omg

[spes_phthisica]

but shes your god
shes the reason you are here
didnt you feel anything like that
like you had found your place in the world

[very_goodman]

Well, I mean, finding out she's a magical girl was pretty awesome. Not sure that's really what ya mean by that, though.

[spes_phthisica]

no
im not sure how i can explain it better than that
hes my purpose and i exist for him
thats how its supposed to be isnt it

[very_goodman]

Not for everybody, I guess. But hey, good for you! Sounds like your god's lucky to have ya.