Heaven's BBS - Text

[kuroi_taiyo]

Date: October 22
From Judar


Is it normal for people to stay asleep for some days straight in this place? Because it's been about a few days since Ginger collapsed asleep and it's pretty freaky.

I tried searching, but it doesn't actually yield any results. So it seems to be a 'heaven' thing.

Ginger is Lavi by the way.

Edited October 22nd

Comments

[revolutionfalcon]

You were acting like others should see it the same way you do. And that's not how the newcomer shinki are anyway, so the comment was stupid in the first place if that was your reasoning.

I see you're not arguing the last thing, which is the biggest problem anyway.

[kuroi_taiyo]

I said it in the way that came naturally, and if things were different than someone could say something. I've come to accept that I'm just an outsider to everyone pretty early on.

Why would I argue the last part? Most people only care about what they can do before thinking about others as well. If something goes up in flames because of it, then someone can get their heroism kink out of putting it out. I don't have enough to spare to consider everyone else.

[revolutionfalcon]

Considering I haven't seen any reasons why anyone would trust you, it's not surprising you're "just an outsider to everyone".

The fact that you think the only reason to give a damn about others is if someone wants to be a hero says enough. But the most likely thing to go up in flames in that case is you anyway.

[kuroi_taiyo]

Being seen as an outsider isn't about whether people trust me or not. I don't see any reason for others to trust me either, so it's a moot point.

[ There's only one thing he can be trusted on- his loyalty to his god. Which only goes so far, and really doesn't say much about everyone else. He knows it doesn't give a good image, but he hasn't had a reason to improve that impression given to people. ]

Maybe I will. If that's the case, you can be sure that I'll do so in a way that makes an impact around here.

[ Not that he's saying what kind, or how big of one. ]

[revolutionfalcon]

At least you have some idea of what you're like, then.

We've had people try that before. There's not a lot of things that leave a lasting impact when people continually move in and out of here.

[And if Judar wants to get himself killed, that's fine, but if he's taking anyone with him, that's where Shun has to draw the line.]

[kuroi_taiyo]

Did I ever act like I didn't?

Never said lasting. Just an impact. Haven't decided on anything past that at this point.

[ At least you'll always have an idea of what to expect from Judar. He's very blatant. ]

[revolutionfalcon]

I'm just assuming it'll mean you won't be surprised when people don't tolerate you being an ass.

Don't bother.

[kuroi_taiyo]

I'd take it as a relief that some people have a backbone.

[ Whether or not he bothers with that 'impact' is something else entirely, which he won't put out on the network. ]