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[spes_phthisica]

so uh
i have seen certain kinds of relationships between gods and shinki argued for or against and all that
but this isnt really about that

what i want to know is more
what are you supposed to do as a shinki if you cant help having certain feelings for your god
and you KNOW that your god knows about this?

i mean its hard to avoid if you keep stinging your god every time you look at them in a certain way
right???

my god doesnt seem angry about it or anything
actually they seem to think its fun
and you think they could show a bit of compassion and wear a bit more clothes around the temple but nooooo

im just wondering what im supposed to do about this
its getting embarrassing :(

Comments

From: Lakshmi

[clothes_make_the_man]

As awkward as it might be, it sounds like you and your god need to talk things out. At the very least, you need to agree on what the expectations are for your relationship. If it goes past just stinging, it could be a problem for both of you.

[spes_phthisica]

it looks more and more like i should be doing this yes
i mean its not exactly as if im expecting anything more than to serve him
i dont want to seem ungrateful because im not
maybe thats why its so difficult to talk to him about this

[clothes_make_the_man]

From the way you've described your relationship, you're already quite close. I'm sure your god will be understanding and take your concerns seriously.