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[spes_phthisica]

so uh
i have seen certain kinds of relationships between gods and shinki argued for or against and all that
but this isnt really about that

what i want to know is more
what are you supposed to do as a shinki if you cant help having certain feelings for your god
and you KNOW that your god knows about this?

i mean its hard to avoid if you keep stinging your god every time you look at them in a certain way
right???

my god doesnt seem angry about it or anything
actually they seem to think its fun
and you think they could show a bit of compassion and wear a bit more clothes around the temple but nooooo

im just wondering what im supposed to do about this
its getting embarrassing :(

Comments

[noli_oblivisci]

I don't think trying not to sting him anymore is an inconvenience. Or at least, I think most people wouldn't begrudge you for it.

Otherwise, it sounds like you'd have to repress those feelings or something, if it's affecting your connection with your god that much.

[spes_phthisica]

no i imagine the stinging is more of an inconvenience huh
i dont think i can repress it
at all
so i guess in the end i have no choice but to say something i guess

[noli_oblivisci]

That'd probably be best.

[After a while, another message appeared]

You really feel that strongly about it?