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[spes_phthisica]

so uh
i have seen certain kinds of relationships between gods and shinki argued for or against and all that
but this isnt really about that

what i want to know is more
what are you supposed to do as a shinki if you cant help having certain feelings for your god
and you KNOW that your god knows about this?

i mean its hard to avoid if you keep stinging your god every time you look at them in a certain way
right???

my god doesnt seem angry about it or anything
actually they seem to think its fun
and you think they could show a bit of compassion and wear a bit more clothes around the temple but nooooo

im just wondering what im supposed to do about this
its getting embarrassing :(

Comments

[justclaws]

Do you seek advice or permission?

It sounds to me as if you already know what you are going to do.

[spes_phthisica]

not really
it is not that i dont appreciate your advice
and i do understand your standpoint

but i dont think i agree with your reasoning thats all
at least how you view the roles of shinki and gods
i just dont think hed want me to think like that

[justclaws]

With respect, it would appear that neither of you understand your roles.

Your master is your master, whatever you, or he, may think of that; you are his servant, and you must protect him by fighting by his side. Surely you must wish, at least, to see that he is safe? Or would you ask that he watch over you?

[spes_phthisica]

i dont disagree with any of that
he will always be my master and i will never be his equal in standing
but i cannot think of him as just my master and nothing else
he is more to me than just the role assigned to him
and who he is more than just a god is what i will fight and die for if i have to