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[spes_phthisica]

so uh
i have seen certain kinds of relationships between gods and shinki argued for or against and all that
but this isnt really about that

what i want to know is more
what are you supposed to do as a shinki if you cant help having certain feelings for your god
and you KNOW that your god knows about this?

i mean its hard to avoid if you keep stinging your god every time you look at them in a certain way
right???

my god doesnt seem angry about it or anything
actually they seem to think its fun
and you think they could show a bit of compassion and wear a bit more clothes around the temple but nooooo

im just wondering what im supposed to do about this
its getting embarrassing :(

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[brynwieldr]

Talk to them about it.

[spes_phthisica]

but if my god is already aware of it...
i mean what is there to say

[brynwieldr]

Does it bother them? Do they reciprocate? Do they want to act on it?

[spes_phthisica]

i did apologize for it at one point
and my god said i shouldnt worry about it
nothing else though so i figured i should just leave it i guess

[brynwieldr]

They likely don't want you to feel pushed into a relationship, something that does come up in superior/employee relationships.

[spes_phthisica]

wouldnt knowing exactly what i feel kind of mean that my god knows i wouldnt mind
i dont want to seem pushy either
or make a fool of myself

[brynwieldr]

Hearing it said is always better than assuming. I doubt your god would mind if you approached them about this.

[spes_phthisica]

maybe
but
i dont even know what i would say

[brynwieldr]

I can't help with that. Still, I think you should say something.

[spes_phthisica]

thank you anyway
it seems to be the most common view of things too

i dont want to do the wrong thing through inaction either