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[moonlitknight]

Posted: May 21st
From: Kiryuu Zero
Location: Temple of Hades

[ The video turns on showing Zero in a dark room inside his temple. A quiet look falls across his eyes as he faces the camera. He's not one to speak to people let alone about himself but after his encounter with Sheryl, he has no choice. He knows what happened even if he can't remember it. He lost control. ]

My name is Zero Kiryuu and I was here before as a shinki.

[ A pause as he squares his shoulders to face his crimes.  ]

I need to know if I killed someone.

They took my memories when I was brought back as a god but that doesn't erase my crimes. I need to know what happened. What I did.

I won't let this go.


[ OOC: He doesn't know he died, he simply assumes his loss of memories is due to the whole turning a shinki into a god deal. Some kind soul, please spring that up on him. Also, for any future in-action meet ups Zero will mysteriously have some pomegranate fruit/seeds on him at all times. If you eat them you'll be sentenced (only if you want!) to stay one night at his temple before the seeds effects let them escape! ]

Comments

[cleanmemory]

I'll still sorry.

I wanted to help, but Ron-sa... the Baron... had to save me.

[moonlitknight]

.........

[ Ron? The Baron.... That meant he was-- ]

Kimihiro?

[cleanmemory]

[ His mismatched eyes take on a look of surprise--then he flushes, face visibly turning red. ]

Th-that is. I mean--

...Yes. [ It's rare when anyone uses his first name. It makes him embarrassed. ] ...Some people call me that. Or Watanuki.

...By my god name is Guanyin... god of compassion. [ A beat. ]

And mercy.

[moonlitknight]

.......

[ God of Compassion and Mercy. He attacked another god of mercy.... ]

You should hate me.

[cleanmemory]

Now that you know who I am... you know I'm unable to do, that... right? [ There's a faint smile, but it doesn't reach his eyes. ]

I'm not asking for you to apologize. I'm not asking you to have anything to do with me, if you don't want to.

But I do want you to accept my forgiveness... and move on.

You were reborn for a reason, Zero-san. There is no such thing as coincidence, after all. Only... only hitsuzen. The inevitable.

You've been given another chance. I believe... as long as you do right by yourself and others... that everything will turn out all right.

[moonlitknight]

Move on from what? I can't remember what I did or who I was when I did it.

[ From all that he gathered he could guess what had happened but it was just that - a guess. He would never know for certain what had happened, what had brought on the attacks he had committed. What if he did it again? What if this time he killed someone. Zero would never be able to live with that as it was he could barely accept what he'd done as a shinki. ]

....... I didn't want to be reborn.

[cleanmemory]

But people are coming to you left and right about what you can't remember, right? So you still have to deal with that. And you can move on from it.

[ When he says he doesn't want to be reborn. ]

Divine purpose isn't about what we want. I never wanted to become a god... but at the same time, I wasn't one-hundred percent happy with my life back home, either.

Punishing yourself doesn't help anyone. You can't say otherwise. Then you're just being stubborn.

[moonlitknight]

[ He should have expected an answer like that from a god of mercy. Sanea had been the same. Her shinki had been right in telling him to stay away from her and he guessed if this boy's shinki knew of this conversation he'd be of the same mindset. He'd done enough damage. ]

You knew me before. [ This time he wouldn't wait to be asked. ] I don't want to know you again.

[ He was better off without someone like him in his life. That m]