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[dioception]

Posted: May 14
From: Anon

I've been wondering, is there any kind of stigma against a god and shinki flirting, or even dating? Not just any god and shinki, but like... a partnered pair. Or is that too weird, is it like getting hit on by your boss or something?

The whole 'god and weapon' relationship is still strange for me, and I'm trying to wrap my head around it, but I might be holding a torch for my partner. I'd just like to know if it's something I should pursue, or if I should attempt to put it down.

[He thinks that's probably enough for the question, mostly since he doesn't want to be found out, nor does he want to accidentally say something about their past and mess up everything.]

Comments

[deniles]

If you do things right, there should only be one or two hard things.

[dioception]

I guess that depends on where you are in the relationship, doesn't it?

[deniles]

If you're not in bed, then what's the point of even trying?

[dioception]

If you can't see what is the point of a relationship that doesn't start with sex, then I really don't have much to say to you.

It's sad, throwing love away just because you can't get your dick wet, and being unable to see the merit in it without a cheap climax.

[deniles]

I can see the point.

I just prefer sex over love. Why hurt someone else when I can't love them when I can make them feel good for once night?

[dioception]

Ah, a personal problem then.

I, for one, have learned that I am capable of love, and so I pursue it. Will I hurt someone, or will someone hurt me? Probably. Is it better to have loved then lost? Probably not. But I also refuse to spend my eternal life turning everyone away for a hurt that might not happen, and I refuse to deny myself the chance at happiness, however temporary.

If you choose to stay at arm's length emotionally and stick to sex, that is fine. I, however, will not. There is a time and place for one night stands, and there is a time to think seriously on matters of the heart.

[deniles]

You say problem. I don't have a problem with any of this at all. I thoroughly enjoy sex, and only having sex. Forcing myself into a relationship has no interest for me.

Happiness is a warm body. And a new one every night. If you want to stay in a relationship, so be it. And I hope you enjoy it.

[dioception]

More for you, then.

I was there once, and I tire of feeling disposable, but if it fulfills you, then it does. I won't judge you for your lifestyle if you won't judge me for mine.

[deniles]

Feeling disposable happens mainly if you refuse to disassociate feelings with sex.

If you want to know how to do that, I have an evening class.

[dioception]

Or maybe it comes from being just a dick to ride and never connecting with anyone. Maybe the lack of emotions to sex is what makes you disposable, and maybe I'm over a century old and have had some damn sex that was without feelings. Plenty of it, in fact.

That is how I fathered at least one son I only met after he'd become a teen. I'm not unpracticed. You are missing the point.

I am not interested right now. I'm trying to figure out matters of the heart, and matters of the dick can come later.

[deniles]

I suppose I'm missing the point you've determined to make about this sort of thing. However, I am not judging what you're doing, only explaining my own point of view.

Just contact me when you're ready for someone to care more about your dick than your heart.

[dioception]

I think I've had enough people like that for now, but thanks for the offer.

[deniles]

Trust me. When you contact me, I promise I'm nothing like the others.

I'll look forward to it.

[End conversation.]