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Posted: 8 May 2016 5:13 AM
From: Jae-Ha

Kija is gone. I can tell that he's not here.

Really, has no one found out the reason behind disappearances like this? If anyone knows what's happened to him or has hurt him in some way, you'd better come forward now before I discover this later. I won't have any mercy towards someone like that.

Who can tell me anything about this? Anyone?

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From how she worded it, I have the feeling she might mean to sing to me.

[Which... is flattering, maybe, but also a bit much. He's not sure it would actually cheer him up.] I wouldn't want to hurt her feelings, but I wonder if rescheduling would help avoid that...

[...sing?? That is definitely a bit much. Who does that.]

Don't do anythin' ya don't wanna do. [SHRUG... this is simple, Jae-Ha.] If ya don't feel like gettin' sung at, don't go today.

[It might be simple, but he has principles!! Well, it's not like he'd be being mean, though.]

I'd rather enjoy your breakfast, play us some music and spend time with you. Perhaps we could work on our languages.

[Ah... he almost forgot the gay music!! Yes, great plan.]

I don't see why not. It'll be a nice, quiet day without any more unpleasant surprises.

[He nods at his breakfast like that will definitely confirm that no one else will mess anything up today, and reaches out to offer Jae-Ha his hand across the table. Eat cutely with him, let's go.]

[There's that hand. When Hazel says things like that, he wants to believe them, even if there's a risk behind everything else. Reaching over with his free hand, he places it in Hazel's and holds on tight, smiling softly.]

Thank you, dear. [Usually when that word slips out it's just politeness, but in this case, there's a warm fondness to it that's a lot more intimate. Of course. He's speaking to Hazel. And now he's nibbling on some bacon, too. It's better to focus on this than it is to deal with the fact that Schuldig told him a bit more about how he can manipulate his emotions...]

It's impossible to feel unpleasant while you're in the room.

[Okay, but what kind of mind reader just straight up tells people what they can do, also— how many criticisms would Hazel have if he knew everything!! So many.

But he doesn't, so he'll content himself with holding Jae-Ha's hand and eating breakfast with the other. Call him cute things like dear more often...]

I've got that way about me, I know.

[That gets a little laugh out of Jae-Ha.]

You do. [He's cute when he's like this, somehow. So Jae-Ha enjoys some more of his breakfast and never lets go of his hand as he does. Rather than focusing for too long on all of the details he hasn't mentioned, he'll think ahead to music time. That's a fair idea.]

[Yeah, he's pretty great. That laugh is enough for Hazel, so they can enjoy their cute breakfast without dwelling on how crappy the early morning was. Hopefully Jae-Ha is in the mood for doing some dishes, because Hazel's still going to be a whiny brat about those. He does it lovingly!!

Then, it will be time for gay music...]

[Hazel is so spoiled, but Jae-Ha finds it endearing. He's cute when he's whiny, and he doesn't mind helping out, really. So he'll do the dishes easily, dry his hands again and then reach to take Hazel's and lead him up to the music room.

Once they get there, he lets his hand slip away only once he's sat down on the couch, his erhu in one hand as he pats the seat next to him with the other.]

Sit as close as you can.

[Doing chores for him, what a good bf!! Hazel's mood is improving even more from the early morning, now that they can slide back into their little routine and have some music time.

Of course, he's happy to oblige and scoot close to Jae-Ha, but helpfully not too close to interrupt his fat violin playing.]

I'm ready for the big show.

It would be fairly easy to play something that makes me think of the terrible things that continue to happen. But instead of that, I've been thinking that I'll play something I've been working on in secret.

[You know, in between all of the gay. He sets the instrument up in his lap and smiles to Hazel as he readies himself.] It's a song for you, so listen well.

[He wrote Hazel a gay song?? He did. In his head, since it's all memory and he doesn't know how to physically write music, but he knows it by heart. So, here is his gay song, not nearly as melancholy as the other songs he's played, but still with a hint of it. He's dead, there always has to be some sort of melancholy.

But for the most part, it's just purely beautiful.]

For me? [For real?? That's genuine surprise in his voice, like, he honestly didn't expect Jae-Ha to even think about writing - or composing or whatever - a song for him. When would he have time to think up a whole song, pretty much...

Anyway, he's really touched, if it weren't already obvious. He knows nothing about music but he knows it's a good song, and Jae-Ha plays well, and this is a whole gay song just for him, so of course it gets him right in the heart. What a sweetie, ugh.

He can't hold his hand, so he settles for putting his hand on Jae-Ha's leg at some point in the middle of this gay song. How sweet... what the hell......]

Entirely for you.

[He says that back warmly as he starts playing the music. It felt easy to compose when he was just playing melodies that felt right. Solo music was easy in that way. He could make things sound the way he felt, and he didn't have to worry about coordinating with other instruments or key signatures or anything like that. It was just feeling and expression, and that makes for a very nice song, in the end, with someone like Jae-Ha who has a love for music.

He makes the notes sing with extra vibrato, eyes closing as he plays and feels the rest of this song. He's very into it, you see.

It finishes on a long drawn out note that fades into the air, and his arm stays up for a moment after the silence of the end before he drops the bow to his lap. His other hand holds the instrument close as he smiles to Hazel.]

What did you think?

[He's so touched... when was the last time anyone ever did anything like this for him?? Never, the answer is never, so while he's touched beyond belief he also has no idea what to say. Jae-Ha is so...

The moment he's done playing, Hazel leans over to kiss him on the cheek and then linger there, just to appreciate being close to him. How can somebody be this sweet!!]

I think I'm fallin' for ya all over again. That was really somethin'.

[Little did Hazel know, it was actually hot cross buns!!!

Not really, it was a beautiful song from his heart. He's just as happy to hear that Hazel liked it as Hazel is to have heard it. He smiles, leaning the instrument away so he can turn his head and kiss Hazel's lips next. It's short and sweet.]

Words don't really capture what I feel. I thought that I might be able to share how I felt through music, instead.

[So all of those rises and falls in melody, the long drawn out notes crossed with the faster paced rhythms... Yes. He thought about this for a while.]

[Hazel likes Jae-Ha's hot cross buns, too, so it's fine!!

He still knows pretty much nothing about music, but he can at least recognize that that song means more than the sorts of things Jae-Ha plays on the piano when Hazel's trying to "play" alongside him. So, he's even sweeter, ugh...]

I got the picture, don't worry. Maybe we can make a recordin' someday. [When he learns... how to do that on his phone... They're so old.]

[Oh, a recording!! That's right, he forgot that was possible. He has no idea how, but he nods at the idea, holding the erhu up straight again.]

Until then, why don't I play it for you again? [He wants to play it again, and he'll be playing it more often than any of the other songs he's been playing in his spare time. So. Why not?] To commit it to memory.

[They'll have to google it extensively...]

Sure. [He presses a quick kiss to his cheek again before sitting back, facing sideways this time so he can watch him play more comfortably.] Let's hear it again, from the top.

[He'll be Listening!!]

[What a nice kiss... Hmm, yes, like this, it's much easier to move forward. He'll find Kija and Yona, or at least find out what's happened. And he'll stay by Hazel's side, no matter what, and protect his other two dragon friends... And all of the other ones he's made along the way.

Music is a great tool. He plays again, focusing only on his warm feelings and love for Hazel to express this. There's no worrying about Loki and the tiny bruises that will heal in no time, and there's no worry about the future. He hopes Hazel can find a sort of comfort in this song, as well!!]

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