HEAVEN'S BBS - TEXT

[tsuku]

Date: April 24, 2016
From: Otegine

I have the weirdest relationship with the Shinki owned by the HeavenS. Their faces say: We have like a dozen questions we want to ask you, but we won't ask because:

-You probably can't answer because you died and don't remember anything.

-If we ask, then you'll probably get curious and you've already tried to run away like twice, so we already know you are.

-We can't answer any of your questions, mainly that we have no clue why you didn't reincarnate properly.

But otherwise, they're kind of nice? But they're also really distant and their smiles are usually fake when they're not... scared or concerned? I won't ask them anything because of that, really.

Anyway! Yeah, I died, make fun of me all you want. Since I kind of know I was a god by accident, I guess I should apologize to my Shinki. I don't quite remember you and it's better if you don't tell me, but I'm really, really sorry. I hope your new gods are nice to you.

Also, if anyone has free time, can I ask for a favor? Seriously, I've been stuck here, it's boring!

Comments

[galactically]

i'm a very remarkable woman, i'll have you know

[super long delay this time...]

just about right, yeah. but you're forgetting a lot of people is what i mean! that doesn't seem fair... not when those people are also keeping you hostage

[sudden amnesia is no bueno]

1/2

[tsuku]

Then I'm glad I got to be your friend!

2/2

[tsuku]

[ This next part comes a bit after, since the first was impulsive but he didn't want her to feel bad? There's little they could do. Otegine wants to be honest though. ]

It's not fun to forget, I agree. I had a decent life if I were to guess, but now I have to throw it away for a new one

because if I try to remember

something bad will happen.

That's why I'm being held here. A god who becomes shinki loses a lot, and longing for my old life (lives?) is what they're afraid of. I don't hate them for that logic, but it is definitely a bit unfair. I want to be trusted with my life.

[galactically]

"something bad will happen"

what is with the vagueness? why can't those people just say what the bad thing is??
at least gods like myself have a strong sense of protecting the shinki from it

but what is their excuse? i can't stand this!

the only person who should take control of your own life is yourself!

[tsuku]

Maybe knowing what happens is just as bad? I'd like to know the "why" too, they were really worried when I figured out I used to be a god! If they were hoping to get away with "Oh, you're totally a normal Shinki, we just got you from who knows where early," whoops, I messed that up.

[ Regrets? Absolutely none. ]

They do kind of look at me funny, but I'm not hurt. I'd want some grip of my life back too, honestly...

Maybe when I'm out of here and have free time, I'll take you out for some food! Or shopping? That's taking control of my life, doing fun things.

[galactically]

i won't accept that answer. i never will. EVER

[as in the "knowing is just as bad" part]

will you take me to the cat café then? it's in Shinjuku!
i always wanted to play with cats while ordering a delicious latté at the same time (●ↀωↀ●)

[tsuku]

It really doesn't make any sense does it. Maybe someday, we can find out, without the bad thing happening.

[ Sheryl is a very persistent woman after all. Otegine can't remember her, but that's pretty easy to figure out. #FuckTheRulesImDoingWhat'sRight ]

A cat cafe? Sure, cats are cute. I get to pet them too, right?

[galactically]

[No more sad comments. Time to focus on happy things like cats.]

i heard that's what you get to do. pet as many cats as you can! +(ↀ^ↀ)+

i eavesdropped on a conversation between my co-workers at the hotel just the other day. one of them said the café is so much fun that she'd go there everyday if she could