i'll look into the matter then and if i can think up any potential solutions on my own, i'll share them.
[There's much she needs to atone for. Even if there wasn't, she'd still pursue it. Ayumu's trying to think very carefully about what people could have done to help her and how she might help a shinki in the same situation. She hasn't been able to come up with much in the way of solutions yet but perhaps with more time, she will.]
i understand. when i grieved for my gods, it was difficult for me to speak or even be near others. it was the same when i lost my shinki. my past methods have resulted in little good so i wish to try a new way and suggest a path others may not have considered.
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and if i can think up any potential solutions on my own,
i'll share them.
[There's much she needs to atone for. Even if there wasn't, she'd still pursue it. Ayumu's trying to think very carefully about what people could have done to help her and how she might help a shinki in the same situation. She hasn't been able to come up with much in the way of solutions yet but perhaps with more time, she will.]
i understand.
when i grieved for my gods,
it was difficult for me to speak
or even be near others.
it was the same when i lost my shinki.
my past methods have resulted in little good
so i wish to try a new way
and suggest a path others may not have considered.