山崎 宗介 || Yamazaki Sōsuke (![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
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thefarshore2018-02-02 02:53 pm
takenwithhim) wrote in thefarshore2018-02-02 02:53 pm
Entry tags:
- chikusa kakimoto | katekyo hitman reborn,
- d2 | alive,
- obi | akagami no shirayukihime,
- ω earl ciel phantomhive | black butler,
- ω hakkai cho | saiyuki,
- ω mai | dragon ball super,
- ω rin matsuoka | free!,
- ω snow villiers | final fantasy xiii,
- ω sousuke yamazaki | free!,
- ω toshizou hijikata | peacemaker kuro
Heaven's BBS | ~Video~
From: Sousuke Yamazaki
When: Early October
[It’s rare that he posts to the BBS; Sousuke’s quiet nature and sometimes-over-focus kind of leads to that little problem. Content to dwell with his own life and his own small circle of friends and duties. But sometimes, the private life just doesn’t cut it. Especially when said private life is the entire reason for breaking his silence and going outside that small circle.
The video feed clicks on with a quiet sound, light blazing from the screen for a second until it adjusts to the scenery. It’s soon obvious he’s alone. Considering the presence of a black jacket barely resting at the peripheral of the video’s frame, it’s likely he’s holding the screen to his side. Deliberately not pointing the feed at himself. Instead, there’s a lovely shot of a quiet patch of natural garden, complete with trickling spring, breezing of clear air, and the ever-present drizzle of pink sakura petals from the surrounding grove Eros’ castle temple is renowned for.
There’s a moment of silence, semi-awkward on his end, before Sousuke finally outs with it. His tone’s calm, musing.]
Can a god and a shinki be more than god and shinki? [A measure before adding in a lower voice.] Or will it make problems between them?
[Yeah, it’s vague, he knows. The nature of god and shinki is a complex relationship. But Sousuke’s not honest enough with his softer emotions and being open to other people to outright ask the serious/embarrassing question:
What happens if you find yourself attracted to your own god?]
When: Early October
[It’s rare that he posts to the BBS; Sousuke’s quiet nature and sometimes-over-focus kind of leads to that little problem. Content to dwell with his own life and his own small circle of friends and duties. But sometimes, the private life just doesn’t cut it. Especially when said private life is the entire reason for breaking his silence and going outside that small circle.
The video feed clicks on with a quiet sound, light blazing from the screen for a second until it adjusts to the scenery. It’s soon obvious he’s alone. Considering the presence of a black jacket barely resting at the peripheral of the video’s frame, it’s likely he’s holding the screen to his side. Deliberately not pointing the feed at himself. Instead, there’s a lovely shot of a quiet patch of natural garden, complete with trickling spring, breezing of clear air, and the ever-present drizzle of pink sakura petals from the surrounding grove Eros’ castle temple is renowned for.
There’s a moment of silence, semi-awkward on his end, before Sousuke finally outs with it. His tone’s calm, musing.]
Can a god and a shinki be more than god and shinki? [A measure before adding in a lower voice.] Or will it make problems between them?
[Yeah, it’s vague, he knows. The nature of god and shinki is a complex relationship. But Sousuke’s not honest enough with his softer emotions and being open to other people to outright ask the serious/
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Do you have any reason to not trust him, aside your doubts and fears? If not, why are you adding more doubts to the strain you and your god feel? Sometimes you have to make a choice and follow it to the end.
[A longer pause, because Archer's aware that privacy here isn't absolute. Yet the kid needs a different perspective, even if it may break his brain a little.]
I trust my god to not slip up even during sex, or in the middle of the battle.
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But I'm aware just how human he is. Like most of us. He knows who I was before I died and he carries that burden with him. He can't talk about those memories and it pains him, though he'll do everything he can to protect me. Even keeping quiet.
Understanding someone's limits doesn't imply distrust.
[They've made choices. They've followed them. But "the end" is a long ways off. What they can do now is the follow part. And dealing with what comes along the journey.
He tenses slightly at the words on the screen. Che. That's direct...
But good to know someone else has been with their god in such a way, even if he's just assuming that for now.]Sounds like you two have a good bond. We've not had trouble during battle. It's the other one I want to prepare for.
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[Just pointing out the obvious. Archer doesn't comment on understanding limits; both him and his god strive to push far above their own limits, so it's lost on him.]
You'll have to prepare very thoroughly for that.
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I have a feeling he's half grateful for the connection; I'm not very open with my feelings.
[Not that he has these memories, but worrying over each other and thinking about each other constantly is a hallmark of Rin and Sousuke's relationship before all this. It's ironic that it's just a deeper factor of the same.
As for the limits, there's similarity and difference. But no comment.]
We'll do what we can.