山崎 宗介 || Yamazaki Sōsuke (![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
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thefarshore2018-02-02 02:53 pm
takenwithhim) wrote in thefarshore2018-02-02 02:53 pm
Entry tags:
- chikusa kakimoto | katekyo hitman reborn,
- d2 | alive,
- obi | akagami no shirayukihime,
- ω earl ciel phantomhive | black butler,
- ω hakkai cho | saiyuki,
- ω mai | dragon ball super,
- ω rin matsuoka | free!,
- ω snow villiers | final fantasy xiii,
- ω sousuke yamazaki | free!,
- ω toshizou hijikata | peacemaker kuro
Heaven's BBS | ~Video~
From: Sousuke Yamazaki
When: Early October
[It’s rare that he posts to the BBS; Sousuke’s quiet nature and sometimes-over-focus kind of leads to that little problem. Content to dwell with his own life and his own small circle of friends and duties. But sometimes, the private life just doesn’t cut it. Especially when said private life is the entire reason for breaking his silence and going outside that small circle.
The video feed clicks on with a quiet sound, light blazing from the screen for a second until it adjusts to the scenery. It’s soon obvious he’s alone. Considering the presence of a black jacket barely resting at the peripheral of the video’s frame, it’s likely he’s holding the screen to his side. Deliberately not pointing the feed at himself. Instead, there’s a lovely shot of a quiet patch of natural garden, complete with trickling spring, breezing of clear air, and the ever-present drizzle of pink sakura petals from the surrounding grove Eros’ castle temple is renowned for.
There’s a moment of silence, semi-awkward on his end, before Sousuke finally outs with it. His tone’s calm, musing.]
Can a god and a shinki be more than god and shinki? [A measure before adding in a lower voice.] Or will it make problems between them?
[Yeah, it’s vague, he knows. The nature of god and shinki is a complex relationship. But Sousuke’s not honest enough with his softer emotions and being open to other people to outright ask the serious/embarrassing question:
What happens if you find yourself attracted to your own god?]
When: Early October
[It’s rare that he posts to the BBS; Sousuke’s quiet nature and sometimes-over-focus kind of leads to that little problem. Content to dwell with his own life and his own small circle of friends and duties. But sometimes, the private life just doesn’t cut it. Especially when said private life is the entire reason for breaking his silence and going outside that small circle.
The video feed clicks on with a quiet sound, light blazing from the screen for a second until it adjusts to the scenery. It’s soon obvious he’s alone. Considering the presence of a black jacket barely resting at the peripheral of the video’s frame, it’s likely he’s holding the screen to his side. Deliberately not pointing the feed at himself. Instead, there’s a lovely shot of a quiet patch of natural garden, complete with trickling spring, breezing of clear air, and the ever-present drizzle of pink sakura petals from the surrounding grove Eros’ castle temple is renowned for.
There’s a moment of silence, semi-awkward on his end, before Sousuke finally outs with it. His tone’s calm, musing.]
Can a god and a shinki be more than god and shinki? [A measure before adding in a lower voice.] Or will it make problems between them?
[Yeah, it’s vague, he knows. The nature of god and shinki is a complex relationship. But Sousuke’s not honest enough with his softer emotions and being open to other people to outright ask the serious/
--> Private because REASONS
... yeah. He was there.
[Clearly. From the guy who said "gross" moments ago.]
I like him.
[Look, if they're going to be frank here, out with it.]
But I don't want to burden him with dealing with my feelings.
So I wanted to ask, to make sure I'm not making a mistake.
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[Which Sousuke probably already knows.]
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Hmph.
[Obviously.]
"Just do it." Right?
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[Sure, it'd be someone else's problem, presumably, but hey.]
Anyway.... If you've already talked, then he seems fine with it.... So I don't know what this whole thing is for.
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[A small sigh. He knew that was coming.]
We haven't... talked about it. It just ... happened one night.
[Chikusa can assume what "it" was.]
I have no idea about what could be affected if it goes further.
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[Chikusa, you god damn five year old- ]
Just ask.... The people on here aren't going to know anything.
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You knew something.
["Something" being advice to just get over it and move forward, that is.]
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Or learn about it first.
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It's another layer of the god and shinki relationship.
[Above all, he wants to protect Rin from undue harm or stress. So he's going to check things out first.
Even this.]
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[And, in Chikusa's opinions, emotions are a lot harder to deal with than anything else.]
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[He knows those are not Chikusa's area of expertise.]
But I know what I'm doing now.
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[If he knows what he's doing, besides asking for advice on the BBS.]
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[There are other issues between him and his god, but...]
But, it doesn't sound like we're going to die if we do.
[And it will hurt worse to try and deny it over and over again. Beisdes, there's nothing he can do about the god-shinki bond.]
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What?
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You'll learn... when you're older.
[Now he's just being a shit.]
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Glad this amuses you.
[He's older than you! ... little shit.]
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Anyway... If you're decided, just go do it or whatever. It's not like he won't already know.
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Aa. I will.
[For all his terseness, Sousuke appreciates Chikusa's advice.]