山崎 宗介 || Yamazaki Sōsuke (![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
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thefarshore2018-02-02 02:53 pm
takenwithhim) wrote in thefarshore2018-02-02 02:53 pm
Entry tags:
- chikusa kakimoto | katekyo hitman reborn,
- d2 | alive,
- obi | akagami no shirayukihime,
- ω earl ciel phantomhive | black butler,
- ω hakkai cho | saiyuki,
- ω mai | dragon ball super,
- ω rin matsuoka | free!,
- ω snow villiers | final fantasy xiii,
- ω sousuke yamazaki | free!,
- ω toshizou hijikata | peacemaker kuro
Heaven's BBS | ~Video~
From: Sousuke Yamazaki
When: Early October
[It’s rare that he posts to the BBS; Sousuke’s quiet nature and sometimes-over-focus kind of leads to that little problem. Content to dwell with his own life and his own small circle of friends and duties. But sometimes, the private life just doesn’t cut it. Especially when said private life is the entire reason for breaking his silence and going outside that small circle.
The video feed clicks on with a quiet sound, light blazing from the screen for a second until it adjusts to the scenery. It’s soon obvious he’s alone. Considering the presence of a black jacket barely resting at the peripheral of the video’s frame, it’s likely he’s holding the screen to his side. Deliberately not pointing the feed at himself. Instead, there’s a lovely shot of a quiet patch of natural garden, complete with trickling spring, breezing of clear air, and the ever-present drizzle of pink sakura petals from the surrounding grove Eros’ castle temple is renowned for.
There’s a moment of silence, semi-awkward on his end, before Sousuke finally outs with it. His tone’s calm, musing.]
Can a god and a shinki be more than god and shinki? [A measure before adding in a lower voice.] Or will it make problems between them?
[Yeah, it’s vague, he knows. The nature of god and shinki is a complex relationship. But Sousuke’s not honest enough with his softer emotions and being open to other people to outright ask the serious/embarrassing question:
What happens if you find yourself attracted to your own god?]
When: Early October
[It’s rare that he posts to the BBS; Sousuke’s quiet nature and sometimes-over-focus kind of leads to that little problem. Content to dwell with his own life and his own small circle of friends and duties. But sometimes, the private life just doesn’t cut it. Especially when said private life is the entire reason for breaking his silence and going outside that small circle.
The video feed clicks on with a quiet sound, light blazing from the screen for a second until it adjusts to the scenery. It’s soon obvious he’s alone. Considering the presence of a black jacket barely resting at the peripheral of the video’s frame, it’s likely he’s holding the screen to his side. Deliberately not pointing the feed at himself. Instead, there’s a lovely shot of a quiet patch of natural garden, complete with trickling spring, breezing of clear air, and the ever-present drizzle of pink sakura petals from the surrounding grove Eros’ castle temple is renowned for.
There’s a moment of silence, semi-awkward on his end, before Sousuke finally outs with it. His tone’s calm, musing.]
Can a god and a shinki be more than god and shinki? [A measure before adding in a lower voice.] Or will it make problems between them?
[Yeah, it’s vague, he knows. The nature of god and shinki is a complex relationship. But Sousuke’s not honest enough with his softer emotions and being open to other people to outright ask the serious/
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[Really, he's not mad about that. He's just going to accept that the Heavens and his god might have different priorities at times.]
It's true that we do. But concealing and fighting the feelings we have could cause trouble for our gods, isn't that so? I kept stinging my god quite a bit, when I thought I could still hide my feelings from him.
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[He's still not sure why his god and him were brought together, considering the issues between them. But simultaneously, he's grateful for it.
The reminder about stinging his god by hiding his feelings earns an offscreen frown. He's had experience in that too and it's not a highlight of his time as a shinki.]
Aa. I know. But it might be more bothersome since gods feel what shinki feel. It would be double effort on their part.
[Dealing with your own attraction, on top of your shinki's... wouldn't that get exhaustive?]
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[He shrugs slightly, sighing.]
It must've been troublesome for my god, feeling what I felt and knowing why I was feeling shame and embarrassment all the time. He tried to show me that he didn't mind, but I was... too much in awe of him to just ask, I suppose. [He laughs quietly.] Anyway, I just don't think you should overthink it. Do what feels right.
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[Admittedly, there are strange coincidences between him and his god, and their relationship/friendship/rivalry/whathaveyou, that have often made Sousuke wonder just whose bright idea it was to pair them up.
But he's still not so sure about... well... that romantic notion of red strings.]
Aa. It's troublesome. It bothers him he can feel what I feel, probably as much as it bothers me.
[A few moments of silence.]
If it were that easy, I'd agree. But I want to know the results if I can.
[He focuses more on his god's well-being than his own.]