[He knows better then too really try and hide it from her of all people. He wouldn't want to be caught in a lie or hiding anything from her.]

I will and it's all gone. I knew grabbing the ayakashi would get me blighted but I didn't know it would hurt gods too...

[And then Kairi cause he worried her and then Roxas because he's her god. How even does this all work? He messed up and three other people get hurt from it. W H Y.]