It is really hard. [ Her own tone is hushed and quiet, as if she'd confiding a very important secret. ] I want her to be happy, even though I miss her. My big brother told me once that even if she's in Heaven, that she's watching over me, and that it would make her happy when I was happy.

I just thought, since we were gods now and gods are supposed to live in Heaven, that maybe... maybe I could find her here somewhere.