[Resigned, maybe. For now. Sousuke’s a stubborn guy and he’s not about to surrender himself so easily. But at the moment, deep in the night and frustrated with himself and his straights, it’s easier to think and speak at the bottom. After all, he’s had a very large “proof” regarding the vulnerability of a shinki thrown right in his face. A dream’s hard-pressed to stand against reality when it’s so readily apparent.]

Aa. If they want you to do something you’re morally set against doing.

[That’s what he understands blight being. A shinki doing wrong. Simply being upset over something, he doesn’t know if that’ll blight a god. Even a usurping thief of one.]

I was stolen to defeat an ayakashi; the other god simply found me to be the weapon best suited for the job.

[To give the man details on what happened at least. Maybe that’d shed some more light on the situation. At least one what a god might have to expect and plan for.]

Maybe. I’m not sure if a god can feel their shinki if another god is currently in control.