Something like that. It's a little...strange. I know what I want to do, and I know how to do some things. It's like...I know the 'how' but not the 'why.' And a lot of the 'how' I don't particularly like... I don't know why I'm like this, or if it's possible to change, or if I should try to change. If I'm like this, it must be for a reason.

[But she can't really discuss it in much more detail before the sense of anxiety starts up.

She glances up at the video and the corner of her mouth turns up in brief amusement at 'bite us all.'] Are you having trouble with your shinki? [She thinks of her own god and frowns slightly; at least they're not the only team having trouble?}