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Date: 9:30 PM, April 10th
Posted: Niles
I can see certain behavior has a way of becoming repulsive to people.
I wonder, however, for the ones who judge other people if they're so free of the sins they judge others for.
Or is it a case of hiding your sins and deflecting them onto others? In order to make yourself look better in the face of others. To put on this air of strength and power while you inside know how awful of a person you can be.
It's interesting. People and their thought processes.
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Having once done a thing is no reason to continue doing it. As for myself, for instance... I'm certain I was a killer. I still would rather not kill.
You may find it helpful to think of becoming a shinki as your new life.
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What do you mean?
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We died. In other words, the men we once were are dead. Regardless of what we do or what we know now, our old lives are over, aren't they?
This is our new life.
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I guess they are.
I'm not sure what else to say to that.
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It's simply how I think of it. It may be easier than dwelling on what might have been.
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I suppose I should at least try it.
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Can I come talk to you if I need more help?
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I've unblocked your number.
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Talk to you soon.