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[deniles]

Date: 9:30 PM, April 10th
Posted: Niles

I can see certain behavior has a way of becoming repulsive to people.

I wonder, however, for the ones who judge other people if they're so free of the sins they judge others for.

Or is it a case of hiding your sins and deflecting them onto others? In order to make yourself look better in the face of others. To put on this air of strength and power while you inside know how awful of a person you can be.

It's interesting. People and their thought processes.

Comments

[mybadhabit]

Is all this because some people reject your advances?

[deniles]

Please. If my skin was that light, I would have been dead years ago.

[mybadhabit]

And yet here you are, talking about repulsive behavior and the judgment of others. It's a reasonable conclusion to draw, considering it's the most common complaint against you.

But if it's not that, then I'm curious what's got you waxing so philosophical. It can't be that you're feeling any sort of qualms about yourself. I'd be so disappointed.

[deniles]

There's a difference between the rejection of my advances and the excuses for the rejection of my advances.

No is fine. No, and you're disgusting just seems like a worthless excuse.

[mybadhabit]

That's actually a fair point. I don't recall any ever giving you a simple no, not that I've been following your activity all that closely.

You have garnered a reputation for not taking no for an answer, though. At this point, people may not feel that giving you a simple no is an option, since they assume it's going to be ignored anyway.

[deniles]

I haven't gotten a no yet.

I've gotten threatened, however. And frankly, as far as I can tell, that's just good foreplay.

[mybadhabit]

As much as I appreciate the nuances of Sadomasochism...

Most people don't actually think like that.

[deniles]

Then they can talk to Leo. My god. I have no interest in apologizing for myself.

[mybadhabit]

Then you're just going to have to deal with people judging you harshly.

I think you're a lot of fun. I've had to curb my behavior because of the amount of teenagers who have, for some reason or another, decided they look up to me. I like the way I don't have to hold back when I interact with you.

[Ugh, this is not an easy thing to reply to. He doesn't disagree with Niles, but he does think it's plain that Niles has brought this on himself. Stating that isn't going to help things, however.]

[Well, it's not his problem, in the end.]

I don't think holding up a mirror and saying, "look, you're all just as bad as me" is going to have the results you desire. People don't want to see themselves negatively, so they'll deny it until their final breaths.

[deniles]

And that's not my problem if they choose to or not. I only say what I feel is necessary and if they deny it, it's their problem, and not my own.

I'm not here to baby anyone.

[mybadhabit]

I'm just confused why you care enough to make a post about it. It seems like a waste of time, unless you're just looking for attention.

[deniles]

Perhaps I am. Or I'm just confused. Or I want to bother other people.

But isn't that the fascinating thing? People's motivations for doing any little thing.