Perhaps. But I can't imagine how being less armed or prepared could be more beneficial than otherwise...if something happens to my shinki again, what other options will I have? An ineffective last resort is still better than not having one.
[You and Komaeda might have some things to sympathize over, Hijikata. Perhaps over incredibly strong alcohol. Komaeda copes with his guilt and grief with some look-for-the-silver-lining-to-the-point-of-obsessive-mania, with a suicidal ideation chaser.]
cw: suidical ideation mention
[You and Komaeda might have some things to sympathize over, Hijikata. Perhaps over incredibly strong alcohol. Komaeda copes with his guilt and grief with some look-for-the-silver-lining-to-the-point-of-obsessive-mania, with a suicidal ideation chaser.]