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[razzledazzles]

Posted: April 9th, 2016 05:16 PM
From: Jae-Ha

Would anyone like to share drinks with a beautiful man? Let's meet up.

[Typos aren't beautiful, but he's not very technology savvy so every reply will take a bit too long.]

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[razzledazzles]

That's right...

[Could his memories have been saved if he were a god, instead? But the more he thinks on it, the more it feels like he couldn't have been. This strange leg of his and this feeling in his chest— everything was telling him that he was destined to follow someone else.

As much as he hates that feeling... Yona is someone that needs to be protected, right?]

Someone always loses out. That's life, isn't it?

[sweetdeath]

Maybe. Just because life isn't fair doesn't mean we have to be okay with it, though.

[Tsuzuki frowns, drawing abstract swirls in the condensation on the side of his glass with a fingertip. Life's not fair. It's just arbitrary. It's just... why would he be picked for godhood? It doesn't make sense.

It's probably a mistake. Who knows, maybe he's going to come back as a shinki one of these days. He sighs.]

[razzledazzles]

Ahh, I knew we were similar spirits!

[In an attempt to lighten the atmosphere and share his own feelings, he wraps an arm loosely around Tsuzuki and holds his sake glass closer with a smile.]

You don't! You certainly don't! Fight against fate with all you have, and live by your morals and dreams! Isn't that freedom? I won't let some lost memories hold me back, so you shouldn't let them get you down, either.

[sweetdeath]

[Tsuzuki blinks, startled, as Jae-Ha throws an arm around his shoulders, but he leans willingly into the half-hug.]

Yeah, I guess so!

[razzledazzles]

Everyone handles it differently, but gods have their own weights to carry.

[He can't imagine being responsible for shinki, or being connected to their feelings as they are, or so on.]

[sweetdeath]

And we'll do our best to take care of you guys, too.

[Tsuzuki gives him a tipsily sweet smile, and reaches for his own drink again.]

[razzledazzles]

[Jae-Ha laughs at that, giving Tsuzuki a bit of his space back as he sips at his own drink.]

Hearing words like that would warm anyone's heart, I'm sure of it.

[sweetdeath]

Mm, maybe.

... Anyway, I should get home before it gets too late. Hey -- thanks for coming. It was fun.

[Tsuzuki drains the last mouthful of his sake and scoots back his chair, shooting Jae-Ha a more cheerful smile.]

We should do this again sometime!

[razzledazzles]

Certainly.

[He raises his own glass in farewell (he'd like to finish his last bit first), and waves with a free hand.] Let's keep in touch.