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[tadanokusuriuri]

Date: August 30th
From: Anonymous


A simple question.

Of the names you bear, does one seem to you the truest?

Comments

[spes_phthisica]

more or less yes
i mean after all i am his weapon
he defines me

[tadanokusuriuri]

I see...

Such a model shinki.

[spes_phthisica]

haha i dont know about that
he grumbles about me a lot
and i did fill his shrine with hundreds of ducks
but i still know what i am

[tadanokusuriuri]

If you were left to the care of another god...

Then would the name they gave you become the "true" one in your eyes?

[spes_phthisica]

if i had no other choice
i would accept anothers name
but it would never be truer to me than the name given by my first god
even if i could no longer see it

[tadanokusuriuri]

Why is that?

If your duty no longer lay with that god.

[spes_phthisica]

because he is the god that gave me a purpose and a shape to begin with
i know that is selfish
but that is how i truly feel
i guess in a way thats the one part of me that is truly mine

[tadanokusuriuri]

You would keep that purpose, even when it serves no end?

[spes_phthisica]

yes
because it is precious to me

[tadanokusuriuri]

For sentiment's sake, then?

[spes_phthisica]

i suppose thats it
because even if i know what i am
i feel as if i am meant to be his

[tadanokusuriuri]

If he were gone, would you not be "meant to be" another's?