[She's quiet a moment, trying to figure out how exactly to respond]

...Is just... game... [She mumbles, but that's not exactly an answer-or at least, it's not one that makes sense. She rests her cheek in her hand and looks off, feigning disinterest now]

I do not lie. Refuse to. [So she's mildly irritated when questions are asked that she doesn't particularly want to explain] I will not have mates. Is not a thing I can have anymore, will not allow self. So, will grow hair long and shove it in faces of everyone who will try to hurt me that they cannot, because I am not afraid anymore.

Hm... Maybe it only makes sense to me...