[He's only anon for the sake of not outing his own shinki who anonymously asked for advice the other week, on the off chance something related comes up.]
Discuss it with your god. Though it doesn't sound like your god is one of them, some can't tell if their shinki is having anxieties about them. If they weren't blighted by this, they might not be sure where they and you stand now, and it'd be smarter to get that out of the way as soon as you can.
As for the emotions, this sounds like an instinctive reaction to a wrong assumption. The emotions probably weren't the problem as much as the wrong idea that led to them were, so think twice about it in future. It might not mean what you think. But that could be harder depending on what it was that set it off.
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Discuss it with your god. Though it doesn't sound like your god is one of them, some can't tell if their shinki is having anxieties about them. If they weren't blighted by this, they might not be sure where they and you stand now, and it'd be smarter to get that out of the way as soon as you can.
As for the emotions, this sounds like an instinctive reaction to a wrong assumption. The emotions probably weren't the problem as much as the wrong idea that led to them were, so think twice about it in future. It might not mean what you think.
But that could be harder depending on what it was that set it off.