Pity would be allowing you to stay over the night, not take you on as a shinki. That's a commitment and a responsibility that's not taken lightly.

[ Well Akutagawa hopes that the god, Sakon is referring to, hadn't taken it lightly.]

It doesn't seem like you're ready to take on another god. Understandably, if I were in your shoes, I would probably question myself as well. Though it would be unfair to your new god to deal with your unsettled feelings. It might even be dangerous for them since intense thoughts will sting your god.

You should find someone to vent to, perhaps a friend or some gentle acquaintance.

[ Although Sakon has poured his heart out on one occasion, Akutagawa isn't really volunteering himself. He's sure this guy has friends who can help him out.]