[It's much quieter as he bows his head down, hands gripping his sheets because he thought he was doing good by what he was focused on. Lessen the burden for all but, was it just hurting them in the end?]
There was no time to think for myself, just for those who were danger. I can never put my needs over anyone else's, it would simply feel wrong.
[There's more but he's afraid to admit it: if it was Leo trapped and Aymeric were to rescue him, he would be anything to make sure he made it out safety, including his own life. Now most would assume that he has no self esteem due to this outlook and it's not true. He's simply someone who holds other lives in higher regard than his own.]
It would feel that I had failed somehow if I had chosen myself over another.
no subject
...I know.
[It's much quieter as he bows his head down, hands gripping his sheets because he thought he was doing good by what he was focused on. Lessen the burden for all but, was it just hurting them in the end?]
There was no time to think for myself, just for those who were danger. I can never put my needs over anyone else's, it would simply feel wrong.
[There's more but he's afraid to admit it: if it was Leo trapped and Aymeric were to rescue him, he would be anything to make sure he made it out safety, including his own life. Now most would assume that he has no self esteem due to this outlook and it's not true. He's simply someone who holds other lives in higher regard than his own.]
It would feel that I had failed somehow if I had chosen myself over another.